I should have seen this coming, I should have been more preceptive…

Heightened paranoia, anxiety levels causing my to wretch, exhaustion…

It was building all week… the eruption happened today…

I broke… I crumbled… I failed…

The suicidal thoughts are back…

I feel lost, broken hearted, empty…

I just don’t know what to do anymore… I’ve cried for the last three hours…

I cannot stop worrying about work… about my life…

I just don’t want to be here…