I should know it’s never upwards whilst on a crash…

I’ve just had my head battered by some news and it was a nice reminder of that worthless feeling…

I can’t really get a coherent thought going, my heads spinning and my emotions are shot…

I’ve got back from work – I had to leave early – and the first thing I did was take the meds in hope that they slow me down and I can fall asleep real soon…

It’s been a long time since I’ve felt like this…

I’m in trouble here…