I haven’t done an update for a little bit now, well a week but I am  just trying to keep myself busy and not wrapped up in my own thinkymeat… also I haven’t really felt the need to post and get shit off my chest so that must be good news after the last post…

Since the last post the situation has been on the up, fortunately… good news indeed… well when I say on the up… I’m not talking about singing and dancing but the Crash hasn’t been as severe as it can be… it is manageable at the minute…

I also had a CMHT appointment which went well and helped pick me up mood wise…  it’s always good to talk in depth about everything going on with someone who understands…

Dr. S. knows the crack now. It was mainly discussing and going over my thoughts and feelings on the new medication and if it is assisting me or not. It is safe to say that it is definitely helping compared to the instant release Quetiapine. Dr. S. also confirmed that the majority of people say that the XL slow release is more beneficial to them but we have to start on the instant release due to tablet costing… that’s a bit of a FU – the fact that they know the XL works better but you don’t get it until you’ve explored all the avenues of the instant release.

Nothing like extending your suffering…

That meeting was on the Thursday, the Friday was the usual suffering, at war in my head after a long assed week but I got through it all, no issues really, apart from wanting to tear a couple of peoples heads off…

Apart from being sick at the weekend – some stupid bug – it went well. The gym went out of the window with the illness but I think I kinda needed a reset and break anyway so having the two days off recharged me for this coming week.

Monday = Monday and meh… Tuesday today, work = okay… gym = tonight… unwind and chill after… nearly half way through the week after that, I’ll take that…

The weekend ahead… the annual beer festival… should be fun on the meds… I think I may need wishing luck…

So all in all, not perfect but I’ll take where I am at currently considering where I could be…