We’re definitely in a F*** YOU FRIDAY…
It’s the end of the week and the usual is happening…
Tired, rundown, exposed…
Upset…
It’s so hard to live with myself at the minute… I can understand why my friend would hate me…
I just want to see them to explain…
Why can’t I just let go and move on… it’s the impossible task though…
Especially when you’re hating yourself and blaming yourself. You feel like a worthless piece of shit…
And it seems perfectly logical as to why you would get dropped by those meant to be closet to you…
I just don’t know what I am meant to do to fix this situation, it’s on my mind constantly, day and night, f****** me up, no let up… draining me…
I’m just sorry…