Even now, a couple of hours after writing the below, I can see the irrationality of it…

The trouble is, when you’re caught up in that whirlwind, that is what it is like…

It’s pretty horrendous, the world closes in on you, everything snowballs and your consumed, that little voice you possess, that voice of rational thinking is snuffed out… it no longer matters, everything screams at you that there is a wrongness afoot… the descending paranoia is f***** up…

It doesn’t even have to be an issue of late, it can be any problem or issue that you latch on to, that becomes everything, even when it can really be nothing, you’re in for the ride with that chosen problem riding shotgun…

Yey… it’s always a fun day… at least I am able to chill somewhat tonight and hide away from the world…