How do I f***** get through this…

I’ve come home from work to just sit and cry… cry? Sob…

I’ve had my medication in the hope that I just fall asleep soon… I don’t want to have to face anymore of this day…

I’m in a situation that is really messing with me…

To walk away… walk away from it all, from this situation… the thoughts of doing it is absolutely breaking my heart but I cannot continue on like this… it’s ripping me apart, making me ill facing what I am…

But I cannot win… to walk away would break me… continuing on like this is breaking me…

I am just so tired of it all… it feels like punishment… punishment for a severe crime that I haven’t committed…

It’s the last thing I need right now… I just want to disappear…

I’m crushed…