Mood Diary Introduction?

Why the f*** am I writing a mood diary introduction you may ask… or even a f****** mood diary for that matter?

HEEYYYOOO HYPER is f****** what…

Sorry… -1 on the language coming up…

Right…

Where to start? You know the HEEYYYOOO HYPER by now so this may take some time though if I catch it right, it could be short and sweet…

Like you believe that.

I started out by thinking that I was going to do what I was told and fill out a form with numbers to show how I am feeling but sorry, that doesn’t really help me, throw in a pop culture reference about being more than a number/link to machine or some shit – think that through later – you may see that I’m typing rather than thinking it all out in my head and realising I haven’t typed and then have to start all again… but this is what you end up with so you see why I sometimes try to think if through… a ramble explaining why I am writing a Mood Diary is where we end up…

Anyway…

Today – CMHT meeting. Look that up – it’ll help expand your thinkymeat…

To be honest, after everything of late – THECRASH vs HEEYYYOOO HYPER – I was kinda holding everything on today – illogical expectation now I look back – hoping I can have a step by step plan of what’s going to happen and how it’s going to happen but I ended up with a mood diary to keep for now… yey! – ignore all emotions for now…

The night before, I had a restless nights sleep considering the high and what was to come… restless as in one or two hours of sleep, the rest noticing what patterns my ceiling makes in the dark… Super sleepy but still alert as always after a night of hyper.

I got a lift to the meeting from one of my best mates and as we were parked outside I see a lady walk by that looks like the doctor out of Rocky IV…
“You have head problem?”
“Take off your pants!”
I crack on to my mate… turns out that lady was the second doctor I was to see that day… who was from Eastern Europe – per chance if you read the upcoming 29/11/2016 Mood Diary entry you will come across what I thought was an about to happen attempted kidnapping of my goodself with her… anyway…

After everything, waiting 7+ weeks since my appointment request… I’m here… writing this and my mood diary…

Well it gives me something to focus on…