01/12/2016

I’m writing this early, I won’t be able to do this tonight…

I’m exhausted, running on empty and feel like an automated robot…

Tired, on edge, irritated at the slighest thing, wanting to explode for no reason – just trying to survive work.

Mini break down for the first hour – so emotional, the thought of having to survive the day feeling like this… sat in the toilet and cried.

It’ll be home and straight to bed, even if I can’t sleep I just need to try and rest…

I’m not on a crash, still wanting to laugh and joke on but too exhausted to function.